O.K. So I want to know if you deviantart members know of any sites where I might be able to start or join a role playing game. No not the kind thats like a computer game where you already have a character and you have to do certain things to get through and beat the game- no, I just want to know if anyone can suggest a good, free site where I can go and create my own characters and story line and have others join in to rp with me. My life is becoming quite dull and roleplaying with my best friend was always my release from the real world so that I may relax but we don't get to really role play with one another anymore for some reason or another. I don't know. I would like to get back into it though, I miss it alot and sad to say, I kinda need it. People can think Im weird all they want, but everyone has their own release from the real world, for some its drinking, smoking, playing games, excersizing, mine just happens to be roleplaying, besides, roleplayinf induces art for me so yeah. If anyone can help, thatd be fabtabulous, thanks and I really appreciate it. Really. Oh and for my watchers- if I have any... yes I am still alive, I just dont have a way of getting my art up on line and well, life has been hectic. Im outta a job and well, my boyfriend just lost the job that he has been workin at for the past three years and he lives on his own so hes really screwed and well, that makes me sad. but yeah, a response to my question would be really great, thanks!!! <3

It is with deepest sorrow that I announce that the King of Pop- Micheal Jackson is dead. He died today at 3:30 Los Angeles time of a cardiac arrest. They say that he was not breathing by the time the ambulance got to him. I am saddend by this not only because he was my hero, but because he was a good man that was trying to make a comeback. He had 50 concerts he was going to be performing in and all the shows were already sold out and now hes gone. He never got the oppurtunity to redeem himself. Its terrible the things that people have said about and done to him. Its sad that he died with people thinking of him what they did, I just hope he finds peace wherever he is now. R.I.P Micheal Jackson.

my god my deviant art page lacksorsss hard core yo.... must... get .... new.... art... up.... must..... talk... like.... this.....

Ok this is an update since I haven't been on to tell everyone what exactly happend. Yes, we're both alright. The only damages done were a gooseegg on my dumbass boyfriends head and a cracked windsheild and a demolished viser mirror. No biggy. I was drivin back home at night from ocala and I always miss the sign with the road name where Im supposed to turn to get back home and I went to turn around and a car was comin so I didn't have time to do a three point turn so I figured itd be safe to go through the grass. I looked before I lept as usual... but also as usual I didn't think fully of what could happen and you think I would since i used to ruin mower blades at work by doing this but there was a tree stump hidden by some tall grass and although I wasn't goin fast I hit it right as my boyfriend was sittin up and his head met the windsheild. And thats how the cookie crumbles... or in this case thats how Marks head gets shattered...

I don't really want to talk about it... but i almost accidently killed my bf. His head hit my windshield and cracked it....